My name is Esperanza
I created The Anxious Musician after years of struggling with performance anxiety.
As I’ve grown, I am discovering bit by bit that this is a byproduct of being a student of formal training and a failed education system.
As the education landscape is becoming aware of key cultural competencies, more and more educators are partaking in a decolonial approaches to music. While I’m happy for this collective realization, I have to wonder, what about the folks that were left broken after experiencing traumatic interactions with music or this who simply were not accepted into the music community.
This is where I come in.

What I Do

Youtube
A channel for creatives who want to thrive, not just survive.
Digital Courses
These aren't just courses. It's a space to grow. Created for artists who want to do it the DIY way
Shop
A curated shop featuring original scores, resources, and tools.
Publishing Services
Publishing from the heart—supporting composers with prep, distribution, and promotion.
Consultation
Consultations with me are rooted in compassion, strategy, and real world experience